Waiting to hit the ground...

You don't know how much hurt was in that call.
My heart races as it freefalls.
Wholeness is no longer there.
I care about you, I care.
I love you baby no matter what.
Even though you put me in a rut.
I wish only the best for you.
I hope you feel the same way, too.
I understand.
Even though we live in the same city.
Just a phone call and drive away.
It was hard on the both of us.
I understand.
Tell me everytime we hang up the phone
I love you.
I want it to never be forgotten and to be known.
For it to grasp and wrap around
For the whole town to hear.
My face is soaked with tears.
I love you baby.
I sob.
I lost you baby.
I tear.
I fall baby
And the ground is getting close.
I love you baby,
And I understand
The reason why you let go of my hand.
So close, but yet so far.
I am an invisible person that reveals herself only a few times.
But this time I showed myself long enough for me to become yours
And you mine.
The tears that are now rolling down my cheek are now a shine
As they drip to a world without you.
The world that makes me miserable.
The world I swore I would never return to.

But life goes on.
I love you,
I care for you,
And I want you know
That if I ever get close to you,
My sturdy ground.
I will show myself forever to you
And never be invisible.

Still falling,
Heart racing,
Tears in my eyes.
Ground getting close.
Finally I spoke:
I love you.
I love you.
I understand...